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yO yO...! coMing 2 blog again, veri long never come 2 update on my life alreadi, will update everytink @ once, in case i 4get! loLx.. =D haven't blogged for 4 daes, these 4 daes veri busy, and veri rushed, u could sae didn't hav time 2 breathe at home..? oK, no, too exaggerated liao. =)) or it was probabLy much of me slacking 2 much in sch ba..? haHax! =)) aniwae let's start from tuesdae!

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2dae the secs 2s had training aft sch 4 the NDP parade, it was a combined rehearsaL, was moved 2 tuesdae cuz on wednesdae moRn all sec 3s had this oral presentation skills programme, all cannot make it, so the school shifted the whole tink 2 fridae.. yuPp.. my company 999 for the enTrepreNeur-ship didn't go 2dae, cuz 3 of us were buzi with NDP, and by the time we dragged here and there, the entrepreneur-ship people had alreadi been dismissed! so, weLL! loLx.. =D aniwae the course isn't all tat exciting, but next week is the last training, and we deciede 2 realli make time 4 it, cuz it's like quite wad if we never go, soMemore the school paid 4 this course ppl 2 come.. yeAh, abt like this 4 the couRse..

but tat dae i had tuition @ 8pm, needed 2 rush alot when i reached home, i was like flying throughout the house, half stuffing my dinner down my throat, half saving an article for wanling 2 pass 2 her on the wae to tuition, and trying to go into the shower..! aH! loLx.. =D i reach home aft tuition was abt 10 plus alreadi, and didn't do ani of my homewoRk, cuz i was so tiRed, although 2dae not veri stressing in sch... nVm, let's go on to wednesDae! haHax.. =))

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2dae moRn we had tis oral presentation workshop, was sOoO boring! it's like, so dry..? nothing much 2dae ba, juz got tuition, homewoRk all tat, slept kinda late but still didn't get anytink much done, well. what's nEw..?

wait a miNute, i've got sometink i realli need 2 get out of my heart, it needs cleaning..!

it's alwaEs bcuz i had no guts 2 take a chaNce, alwaes..! i never dare to go and try, to expeRiment.. and it's alwaes bcuz i never sae anytink, never raise an objection, never believe in myself. den the chance, the oppoRtunity is taken awae, or should i sae, someone else who has the sense to noe wad is 'opportunities are 2 be grabbed hold of, not waited for", grabbed hold of the opportunity.. i keep telling myself i've 2 daRe to try, need 2 be more decisive, and make my best swipe of every opportunity tat comes my wae, with all tat i've got, withouh being too goal-focused tat i lose sight of other tinks.. there're many tinks tat i noe i could hav done, and in my heart now might hav been many memoRies of wad i HAVE done, rather den wad i COULD have done.. it's alwaes bcuz i hesitate, i hold back, and i wait too long, and many a time, these golden opportunities are gone b4 you can finish saying, "opportunity"..

some people mistake me 4 a person who is unwilling to accept changes, simply bcuz i said so b4, but it's not trUe, actualli, in my heart, i do wan 2 shine as well, wan to be as versatile.. i juz never had the seNse 2 do it! i've realli got to leaRn nike's moTTo, [- juSt dO it -]! =D

it's not onLi me, it realli doesn't help tat my mom juz wans me to stay down, she wans me to be those kind of study and study and study student. she hates it wheneVer i have perforMances and all tat, she wasn't all tat happie actualli abt me being the emcees for drama night, chi new year all tat too, i found out... but it's wad i love 2 do, i'd love 2 specialise in the aRts, but wad, i've got like no background support. she's 4eva like tat, telling me 2 do wadever she didn't accompLish when she was young.. i realli hope she'll understand i'm a person on my own, not some kind of robot for her to manipuLate to help her fufil her broken dreams.. my personaLity and perspectives on life are totalli different from hers, wad makes her tink my dreams would be the same as hers..?

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