hey theRe..! i was doing my 'Future in 5 Years' project, and i got kinda.. 'finger-itchy'? loLx.. =D yea, some sort of, as in like, my fingers have been touching nothing but glue and moRe glue for the past 1 and a 1/2 houR..? now u noe. haHax.. =))

aniwae! 2dae i went 2 admiralty pri sch with christopher 4 the NE symposium 2nd facilitatoR training session, and emeLyn was there..! she was like, so shocked when she saw me, loLx.. tink she mayb didn't expect 2 see me there @ the NE symposium ba? =) she is like, as chio as eveR? i'm oso not veRi sure how 2 describe her, i tink.. let me put it tis way, she makes u conscious of any diRt under ur fingernails? hey, i am not exaggerating! =D i was like, how can soMeone look so perFect?! loLx, it's true.. she seems like tat kind of veri capable perSon too, from the wae she carried herself.. she's the deputy head prefect of hougaNg sec.. =)) we got caught up with talking abt our primaRy sch daes in geylang methodist pri, leaRnt tat i have some veri smart frenz who went 2 RGS! and Chung Cheng High! tat was emily and jenna, woNder how r they..? taNya and emellyn went 2 geylang methodist sec, from wad i heard.. i'll be facilitating in the same traiL as emeLyn during the actual event tis coming wednesdae, traiL 1A.. oK, tat is enough abt her! i noe i have not caught up with her 4 quite a long time, i muz have some self-restRain.. but i'm juz so impressed by her confidence and demeanour! loLx.. =D

there were 2 guys from Singapore Sports School too, sports school realli is sports school, their built from the other guys were totalli different, the wae they carried themseLves oso veri different, u can immediately differentiate them from the rest.. yuPp, definitely different.. loLx..! i apparently hav been using the word 'different' for many times in the last paragraPh? loLx.. =))

juz now during dinner i was talking, seriously talkin with my mom abt our communication probLem, cuz it seems like now, everytime she saes sometinK, i can't stand it, and everytink i do, she ALWAYS has sometinK 2 sae abt it, tat's a problem 4 me.. and i suppose 4 her too, and we woRked out a compromise! =D yay! it goes like, next time, she has 2 listen 2 wad i hav 2 sae, all the wae, b4 she starts making her comments, and likewise, when she tells me 2 do sometinK, i hav 2 listen 2 why i need 2 do it b4 i sae anytinK.. goes sometink like tis ba.. but i noe 1 tinK, it sure feels gd 2 work everytink out into the open! wHeW! =D

tmL should be going 2 be quite an oK dae, will be going out 4 dinner with mom and do some shopping? yuPp, maybe.. hope moNdae will not be 2 much of a mentaL burn-out during lessons, i don't tink i'm in e mood 4 studying juz yet, loLx..! =)) it's oK 2 slack once in awhile, isn't it..? life shouldn't be one stressed dae after another sometimes man.. OK, i need 2 continue with my project, b4 i decied 2 go and sleep awae the nite again.. like my mom said juz now, i muz exerciSe wad, self control? no, is self-discipLine.. yuPp, so i'm going 2 do juz tat now.. bYe, gd niTe..! =))

hey hey, 2dae will blog briefly, not much 2dae, but it was be urseLf dae...! got alot of ppl weAr until veri cHio and haNdsoMe man..! =D but i wore sch u, although i paid $5, cuz i couldn't decide on anytinK 2 wear, so i stuCk 2 the sch u, it's most baSic! =D i noe, not veri sporting of me, but my waRdrobe is limited! loLx.. =))

2dae i didn't hav tuition, cuz mr ong was sick, staLford called at 3 pLus 2dae to inform me, sae the tuition is changed 2 next wednesdae and fridae, i was like, -uH-oh-, cuz everi fridae i can't maKe it u see, got cca.. loLx.. hope they call tmL 2 confirm the date wif me ba.. tmL i've got a emath test and i'm like supposed 2 be studying, but i'm sLackiN 4 awhile, later den go and study the ass off myself.. ; ) eRm, well. hope tat i WILL ba. loLx..! =D
aft sch.. nothing much, went 2 meet mr maLvin lim 4 the north zone debate briefing, it sounded quite interesting, he explained about a devil's advocate, the topics and all tat.. should be fun, it'll be held in serangoon JC, prelims are on 20/8/05.. ya, sometink like tat. den aft tat? er wad happened.. ya. slacked in the np room wif bingchao and weiwen until 6 plus, den jiu go home.. when we left there were still ppl playing basketball, loLx.. =D actualli basketball can be quite nice 2 watch oso, er, depends on who is playing.. ; ) i got home. slacked even moRe..! =D tis shouldn't be the life man.. it realli shouldn't. but i'm living it all the saMe.. =D juz joKin.. =)) aniwae need 2 go liao, in case my mother staRts screamin @ me agaiN.. -.- cYa.. =))

***comment added on 13/8/2005 ***
--> will not be going 4 the debate animoRe, quite sad, cuz on the dae of the prelims, i'll be in puLau ubin, @ a npcc adventure training camp, in short, [ ATC ].. damn.. it wa going 2 be such a gd opportunity 2 experience a new genre of speech, and the dates had 2 clash. but never mind! it can't be helped, besides, i signed up 4 ATC b4 i got 2 noe abt the north zone debate, so the firz commitment should come first rite..? yep, tat's wad i tink.. tinks like tat do happen, loLx.. =D no point in being upset over spilt miLk! ok, i'm fine liao! =))

heY theRe...! sometimes one need 2 hav abit of self-controL, i noe tat, but although in an houR's time i'm supposed be due at staLforD's tuitioN centre for amaths tuition, i juz got 2 blog 4 abit, i need someone who doesn't talk back 2 listeN 2 me...! oh weLL, not tat a blog does listen 2 me, it's juz tat it makes a better tink 2 talk to.. loLx.. =D

aniwae 2dae there was the amaths and chinese test, the amath test suRe flunk liao, no douBt! 1st tink: i didn't even study for it. =)) 2nd tink: the paper was reaLLi difficult, there were math whizzes saying tat the paper was tough, and u expect me, a totaL math idiot, 2 pass the paper? fat chaNce! ; ) next time will study haRder de..! ok, mayb the part about the test being difficult was juz an excuse, i admit. =D
1 tink though, i still don't get why everyone's graph was positive, and mine was negative, but my gradient is still coRRect...! surprise surprise. =D aniwae it's sometink 2 look 4ward to ba, mayb i can even get a few maRks...? loLx!
english was a boRe 2dae, i tink, nothing much, we've been at tat same compRe 4 like 1 week plus? and onli 2dae we got 2 noe our marKs, which is the tink tat would probably realli interested everibodi 4 once ba, instead of plucking out summaRy points, guessing the passage's vocab words and trying 2 recall techniques used in compres 4 the past week...? mayb it was usefuL 4 some ba, but it didn't work 4 me.. i prefer working on the debaTe worksheets and inferencing from poems and stuff.. =D
aniwae! during PE 2dae we played friSbee, which is wad we've been doing 4 the past 2-3 weeks...? usualli it's quite fun, 2dae we girLs played on our own, as the guys had their practicaL test, we had ours last week.. tink hwee yeNg wasn't veri happie during PE, cuz she was worried abt her amaths test, she wasn't all her smiley self 2dae.. *cHeeR uP*
u noe, hwee yeng is a realli nice peRson, everytime i got alot on my hands, she nevers saes anytink except immediately help me 2 hold some and all tat.. *thaNk you.. =))* she's a super nice person 2 taLk to aLso, we've alot in common on the thinking side, as in how we feel abt certain tinks and how we react and all tat, i tink...? i thought of tis during recess 2dae, cuz we were talking abt our behaviours when we were youNg and how we treat our parents @ home, how different we are @ home from wad we are in sch, and i realli was like, "hey, doesn't it seems like someone's thinking too, like mine?" =D i'm not suRe if she tinks so, but i do, it's alwaes interesting 2 talk 2 her.. been great 2 hav her arouNd so far in 3E1, used 2 think she was quite the introvert, but aft knowing her 4 close 2 seven months, i juz wan 2 tell the worLd how nice she is, she realli is...! =D

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hihi! coming to spill my life here again! juz got off the phone with bingchao, and started typing 4 awhile, den rmbered i had 2 call yanying! so i called and we both yakked on 4 awhile, and now here i am! =))

well, the above is enough, tat's all 4 sch talk 2dae, let's move 2 sometink outside sch, outside activities...!

tis coming satuRdae will be packed ba, i need 2 go 2 admiralty pri sch 4 the NE Symposium Trail for primary sch kids, i'm supposed 2 be a facilitator.. loLx.. =)) there'll be me & christopHer, 2 Hougang Sec de ppl, and 2 CHIJ SJC taking a group of duno how many kids..? =D i'm not sure, but i tink it looks kinda fun, i looked thru the facilitator notes tat christopher helped me take when he went 4 the fiRz trainin on mondae-*thaNx!*- and found it realli interesting, lots on leadership stuff, veri infomative, i like.. =))
mMmx. i need 2 study for next mondae de pHysiCs test, tis time is quite alot on memoRizing and understanding the movements of particles all tat, it's 1 of the better parts in the books tat don't hav so much calculations invoLved, sometimes see numbers jiu immediately sian 1/2..! i muz pass this test, muz break my recoRd! in case u duno, my so-caLLed 'record' is a record of -faiLed- tests..? =D i will persevere, i noe i can do it if i can, it's juz the matter of whether i want 2 do it, and if i hav the determination 2 do it.. riTe..?? [[ shh, i heard tat somewhere, seems familiar, so it's not originaL.. =)) ]] aHem! so, do it, i will. yuPp. tat's the wae. seLf-mOtivaTioN!!! 4give the lunatic, i'm going crazy..

u noe, sometimes there's such a tink of -doing too much of wad you love 2 do-! getting 2 much involved in one tink may not be the best tink aft all, it can be the essence tat drives u along in life, but it can aLso be the most draining and exhausting tink in your world, which is not good at all too!! oK. you wouldn't understand wad was i talking abt if ur reading tis, few ppl would actualli understaNd. seems like i'm spouting nonsense. it's oK, i don't expect ppl to aniwae..? =D juz jokin, i was getting sometink off my chest, as usuaL, plz 4give me.. ; )

i tink i will blog untiL here 2dae ba, i veri tired liao, tmL 9am muz meet yanying in sch, tink she wans 2 go study sociaL studies.. nvm, i can asK her emaths, her maths is goOd.. =D heHex! loLx, juz kidding, but i'm not kidding abt the tiRed part, i'm realli abt 2 droop off liao..! bYe!! =)) *zZzzZZzz*

spRing cLeaniNg?

yO yO...! coMing 2 blog again, veri long never come 2 update on my life alreadi, will update everytink @ once, in case i 4get! loLx.. =D haven't blogged for 4 daes, these 4 daes veri busy, and veri rushed, u could sae didn't hav time 2 breathe at home..? oK, no, too exaggerated liao. =)) or it was probabLy much of me slacking 2 much in sch ba..? haHax! =)) aniwae let's start from tuesdae!

[[tuEsdaY]]

2dae the secs 2s had training aft sch 4 the NDP parade, it was a combined rehearsaL, was moved 2 tuesdae cuz on wednesdae moRn all sec 3s had this oral presentation skills programme, all cannot make it, so the school shifted the whole tink 2 fridae.. yuPp.. my company 999 for the enTrepreNeur-ship didn't go 2dae, cuz 3 of us were buzi with NDP, and by the time we dragged here and there, the entrepreneur-ship people had alreadi been dismissed! so, weLL! loLx.. =D aniwae the course isn't all tat exciting, but next week is the last training, and we deciede 2 realli make time 4 it, cuz it's like quite wad if we never go, soMemore the school paid 4 this course ppl 2 come.. yeAh, abt like this 4 the couRse..

but tat dae i had tuition @ 8pm, needed 2 rush alot when i reached home, i was like flying throughout the house, half stuffing my dinner down my throat, half saving an article for wanling 2 pass 2 her on the wae to tuition, and trying to go into the shower..! aH! loLx.. =D i reach home aft tuition was abt 10 plus alreadi, and didn't do ani of my homewoRk, cuz i was so tiRed, although 2dae not veri stressing in sch... nVm, let's go on to wednesDae! haHax.. =))

[[wedNesdaY]]

2dae moRn we had tis oral presentation workshop, was sOoO boring! it's like, so dry..? nothing much 2dae ba, juz got tuition, homewoRk all tat, slept kinda late but still didn't get anytink much done, well. what's nEw..?

wait a miNute, i've got sometink i realli need 2 get out of my heart, it needs cleaning..!

it's alwaEs bcuz i had no guts 2 take a chaNce, alwaes..! i never dare to go and try, to expeRiment.. and it's alwaes bcuz i never sae anytink, never raise an objection, never believe in myself. den the chance, the oppoRtunity is taken awae, or should i sae, someone else who has the sense to noe wad is 'opportunities are 2 be grabbed hold of, not waited for", grabbed hold of the opportunity.. i keep telling myself i've 2 daRe to try, need 2 be more decisive, and make my best swipe of every opportunity tat comes my wae, with all tat i've got, withouh being too goal-focused tat i lose sight of other tinks.. there're many tinks tat i noe i could hav done, and in my heart now might hav been many memoRies of wad i HAVE done, rather den wad i COULD have done.. it's alwaes bcuz i hesitate, i hold back, and i wait too long, and many a time, these golden opportunities are gone b4 you can finish saying, "opportunity"..

some people mistake me 4 a person who is unwilling to accept changes, simply bcuz i said so b4, but it's not trUe, actualli, in my heart, i do wan 2 shine as well, wan to be as versatile.. i juz never had the seNse 2 do it! i've realli got to leaRn nike's moTTo, [- juSt dO it -]! =D

it's not onLi me, it realli doesn't help tat my mom juz wans me to stay down, she wans me to be those kind of study and study and study student. she hates it wheneVer i have perforMances and all tat, she wasn't all tat happie actualli abt me being the emcees for drama night, chi new year all tat too, i found out... but it's wad i love 2 do, i'd love 2 specialise in the aRts, but wad, i've got like no background support. she's 4eva like tat, telling me 2 do wadever she didn't accompLish when she was young.. i realli hope she'll understand i'm a person on my own, not some kind of robot for her to manipuLate to help her fufil her broken dreams.. my personaLity and perspectives on life are totalli different from hers, wad makes her tink my dreams would be the same as hers..?

[[ emPty-bLaNk out ]]

long stoRies.. ^^

heYy!! i juz finished dinner, tink i should update awhile, a few daes never bLog oRedi... ^^ 2dae quite a lot of tinks 2 do, muz write down the ATC de biodata, finish my physics worksheet, do chemistry homework, and get staRted on my english compo.. it's an exposition: Yuppies prefer rearing pets/dogs to having children. Discuss. yuPp, tat's the topic... but it's oKae, i will update everytink in one go... ^^ in case i 4get stuff... heHex.. ^^

2dae's lessoNs quite reLaxed, chemistry, engLish, and then physics all quite oKae, cuz 2dae during physics was practical, and was veRi relaxing, no need 2 think or write alot of tinks.. yuPp.. =D i noe i'm lazy, i can't help it.. heHex, excuses riTe.. =)) let's see, still got wad.. ya, i got my elect geog test 2dae oso, i was quite relieved i passed, cuz i onLi studied one chapter, and we weRe like, supposed to study, tWo? i got 8/15, and mRs jenny tan wrote there, "did you study for your test?" loLx! =D yes mrs tan, i did, juz not totalli, tat's all.. ;)

mrs tan said this test was an easy one, and when i heard tat, it didn't make my mood better, cuz i noe in my heaRt that whole test was about memoriZing down the facts, especially the fiRz question! haiZ! but now crying over spilt miLk now is oso no use de, next time i juZ have to study veri haRd, and make sure i get all the facts imprinted in my mind.. i can't afford to screw up my huManities, it's my onLi other humanities.. my social studies is still oKae, little bit related to history, and i like history, so social studies isn't a probLem yet... weLL, YET! loLx.. =D hmMx, but still cannot let looSe, muz buck up... yuPp.. oKae! enough about studies! let's move on to sometink more light-hearted! =))

assembLy was quite cute 2dae man, the sec 2s put up a raciaL harmony day sKit, and i laughed

like duNo wad, cuz their riot was like slipper-throwing and laughing throughout, but yet you could see their effort, tat was wad made it so cute and hiLarious.. i liked their poLicemen, they had these whistles.. loLx!! aniwae, there was a quiZ aft the whole tink, and jiaqi was giving out the prizes, which were aluminium bottLes, on the 3rd question, everyone sabo heRmaN go up to answer the question.. weLL, you noe their reLationship... loLx.. =D

aft sch... hmMx... i went 2 np room 2 give out the poLice heRitaGe visit forms and get ppl de particuLars for the ATC biodata, handed up the police heritage form to ms woNg, and went off to meDia club, it was in the libraRy instructional 2dae.. cooLing.. =)) the outer part of the library was occupied by a whole lot of sec 4s, in the CompulsoRy RevisioN timesLot, can see all of them studying.. hmMx, striving 4 their dreaMx man.. jiayou...! =D next yeaR this time, we'll be like them. tat's not a good idEa. need to cram. hmMx. loLx.. =))

aniwae @ media club, some of them were doing short stories and poems on a topic 'Seize the Day', it was 4 this creative writing competition organized by singapore polytechnic... there were some sampLe poems and stories, all so cHiM!!! two was from polytechnics, and 1 was from raffLes girLs secoNdary.. it's like all the difficult to pronouNce and chim words, and when u read it out loud, it sounds like, so profouNd! although i noe the standaRd sure veRi high, i still filled in the application form, no haRm trying, rite...? i haven't got anytink 2 loSe.. ^^ the last time i tried for the reaDer diGest 'my stoRy', i got a small-small sometink for being in the top 200 consoLation entries of 1000 plus entries, but it counted as a small milestoNe ba..? i was happie all the same.. =D small doesn't mean insignificant rite..? =))

brings me back to the poLytechnic/jc english project tink tat we'll be needing to pass up soon, i've got all the inFo le, i juz need to get some inspiRation for the desiGn.. will get staRted this saturday den! ^^

2dae duRing CDP lesson, our class used 1/2 hour to brainstoRm stuff 4 anthoNy, n came up with stuff like a viDeo.. loLx.. =D i hope he's oKae now, it muz huRt aLot man, let's all pray 4 the dae he is dischaRged man...!

oKae, basicaLLi i juz listed most of my dae heRe, need 2 shower and do hoMeworK liao, so later can watch meNg zAi sHou Li @ 9pm..! ^^ cYa! =D

wHew*!

HeYy there… it’s thursdae nite, and I’m kinda free, it 10 plus now.. not much homewoRk 2 complete… the last few daes were kinda hectic, with tuition, the social studies test and all… plus, rmb, I’m a slow-poKe…? loLx..! =D yesterdae, school started late rite…? Den, bingchao, huijuan, sujun, hazel, eunice, jinxian, nicholas, and me, we went down late from the np room, cuz we were still clearing up when the bell rang at around 11.25am.. juz when we were heading down the hall de staiRs there, the whole school was saying the pledge downstairs in the paRade square liao le…! But den then whole lot of us still there ji siao, sae the pledge loud loud, and when they all senang-diri liao, we trooped downstairs, mr lee caught sigHt of us.. uH-oH.. haiZ! The rest is histoRy!! 4geT it! =D let’s juz sae it was a bad experience, and assembly is not to be taken lightly…! loLx.. ^^ aniwae nothing to blog about liao, I muz go finish up my homework and fix up my unifoRm, I wan 2 go and sleep, tmL will be a long dae! tmL having the total defence badge-siLver! YAy.. =D hope the MCQ won’t be veri difficult or anytink baHx…? LoLx.. I’m a lazy bum.. heHex! Aniwae, gd niTe! =))

whaT?

yOz..! 2dae sch was not bad, I paid attention in pHysiCs class! And surprise surprise, I could understand… =D 2dae during reflections, mrs loo conferenced with me during reflections, she like veri worried about my maths standard.. I told her I was getting tuition at staLford, and it was helping immensely, she sort of calmed down considerably ba…? loLx.. =D hmMx, and she told me tat she tot I was wasting a lot of time in school, doing nothing.. but when I was actually doing sometink, she didn’t see, tat’s the problem ba…? aiyo… =D I told some of my np frenz when I went 2 e np room aft sch, after the OSCARS career guidance tink… hmMx, apparently, some of them though so too, tat I was spending far too much time on my cca, rather den on my studies.. I was like, “oH, it is like tat…?” I wasn’t really aware of it myself, until mrs loo and some of my frenz told me 2dae.. mayb I should do some tinking over ba..? it’s not the fiRz time some1 told me about it, it is juz tat I never gave it mucH thought.. hmMx. oKae! Enough about thinking juices! Let’s move on!
Let’s see.. about the OSCARS guidance tink… we went 2 computer Lab 4, our class is the firz class 2 to do the quiz… they asked for the careers tat we were interested in, and wad we were capable of doing, it was sort of interesting.. hmMx.. yuPp.. the 3 careers I chose were psychoLogist, social worKer, and doctoR! oKae! B4 you starting pointing fingers and criticising me for putting doctor, let’s make this cLear! =)) I noe, I realli noe, my physics and chemistry is all tat is not exactly A*, in fact veRi far from tat! but I will work hard for my dream, if I wan 2, I noe I can! yEs! =D eR, hopefully ba.. loLx! =D cuz the quiz tink told me I was not cut out for a science filled path in a career, I should opt 4 stuff tat specialized in creativity, stuff like mass media, the arts, advertising and the worKs.. yuPp.. maybe last time I was too naïve le ba, tink tat my biology is quite not bad, is the best amoNg my sciences, den I can be doctoR…! loLx... =D time 2 waKe myself up liao ba!
We also had this sexuality education talk 2dae, some woMan from the Health Promotion Board came 2 talk 2 us, quite interesting, there was also a video, on how this gal in poly refused 2 have sex with her boyfriend, it was a happie ending though, her boyfren understood, and would wait 4 her until they got married… =D also enlightened on stuff like genital warts, which I never heard b4 of in my entire life so faR! heHex… pervert hor, me.. actually no leh, this kind of tinks muz understand, so next time won’t anyhow go dark dark places. LOLX…! =D don’t sue me, is the woman sae one! LOLX…! =D
hmMx, nothing much 2 blog abt 2dae, juz came back from rivervale plaza de mcdonalds, had dinner there with, bingchao, xiongwei, weiwen, joey, yanying and leongcheng.. yuPp.. we planned quite some parts of the urbaN hike in the np room b4 tat.. nothing much le ba.. be back 2 blog soon ba… tired out, going 2 slp early 2dae! Gd niTe!!! =))

suNdae..

Hey hey, it’s SuNday! and I’m at wanLing’s house.. I’m looking through ppL’s blogs, and hav ben looking 4 a veRi long time le.. loLx…! =D aniwae, I FINALLY got a tagboaRd, and jinxian was rite, it was “like, finally?” loLx! It’s true man.. =Pp

I met wanLing around 12.55pm like tat, and we sat 372 to compass.. we were in the library, and I was in the LurLene McdanieL section trying to convince wanling to read her books, when suddenly xiaoZhao popped up and went, “beLL!” loLx.. scared me for awhile.. =)) turned out she was waiting 4 zheNhui and jaSon, they were going 2 botaNic gardens 4 some kind of concert or sometink.. yuPp…

I confided in her a lot of stuffs, stuff tat maybe onLi close relatives like her will eveR noe ba, feeLin much better.. she’s my gOod paRtneR man! Love her loTs loTs! **muacKx** =D I was kinda coMforted tat she seemed to look at me in a different light le, not in tat biased wae she used to look at me in, when we were both still young.. =D veRi happie.. over dinner we talked for quite a long time, and I told her about secondary sch life and how different it was from pri sch.. she has kinda high hopes? She wans 2 go 2 duNman high, and it’s like, so faR?! It’s near joo cHiat road, and ppl wake up at six, she need to wad, wake up at 5am or sometiNk?? So I sorta told her the distance was important too, nan chiau’s standard wasn’t tat bad, and she lived right opposite the sch, why choose until a sch tat’s like, so far…? She’s not actually veri smart u noe, she’s the suPer suPer hardworking type, tat’s why her resuLts are so good… I tink she oso realizes tat? We talked abt it b4.. hmMx, but den again, it’s her life man, rite.. =D I love to talk about rights, and I’m here myself, going on and on about wad she should do.. loLx. hmMx.. wait til her PSLE over firz ba, her batch is good, can take results le den choose schs, and it’s better tat wae..

Aniwae, I was searching for information related 2 my tat English de mini project, and got quite a lot of info on all the polytechnics’s course trail in Mass Communications.. I realize in some, it’s called Communications and Media Management.. loLx.. in nGee anN poly I tink, den they use Mass Communications.. yuPp.. aniwae I haven’t start sifting thru the info yet, will slowly do ba.. =D

Tink nothing else 2 blog about liao le ba, be back tmL.. buBbye.. =))

[[ falling into everything on a deeper scale ]] [[ tremors growing larger ]] [[ wan everything 2 stop right away ]] [[ stOp ]]

hmMx..

yOyoYo.. =D 2dae had 2 go back to sch, had a np meeting with mR Lee.. so daMn tired in the morning, loLx, but still ‘si cheng’, wake up at 7am, and realized I was supposed 2 meet ppl 4 breakfast @ 7.30am at plaza de macdonalds, and I have like ½ an hour to take a shower, change and board bus number 163.. haHax!! =D but when I got there, onLi yaNyiNg and billy were there, man! I was counted as an early bird, well, sort of..? loLx!! ;) soon after, joey, hazel, bingchao, xiongwei, weiwen, nicholas and jeremy arrived, and all of us tripped up 2 ‘KopiTiaM’ to hav a cheaper and fuller breakfast.. loLx.. =D we eat 1/2wae huijuan jiu come le.. yupp.. the kopitiam there de ‘economical fried bee hoon’ veri nice noe, it’s not too oily and got a lot of bean sprouts! Yay..! ^^

HmMx, aniwae abt the meeting.. mMmx… it turned out mr Lee’s plans 2 discuss with us were about some administration stuff, and our attitudes as NCOs, it was kinda enriching in some ways.. =)) hmMx, wad else.. aHa, yes.. there were some major changes in the organizational structure of the NCOs, it’s going 2 be starting from our batch.. it sort of goes like this: for the last 5 years noRth visTa nPcc always had a head of sometink sometink, for eg, head of admin and a lot more, and tat particular person would be in-charge of all 3 levels of admin, ranging from tinks like all the cadets’ particulars and all tat, and mr lee said he thought tat that old organizational structure wasn’t veri productive, and not everybody had a job to do, not everyone was involved fully.. loLx.. =D so he said tat, now, in our individual sec 1 NCO squad and sec 2 NCO squad, each NCO squad would have their own head of admin and all, which means, there will be 2 head of admins, one in-charge of sec 1’s administration tinks, and the other would be in-charge of the sec 2’s stuff… same goes for all posts ba, and new ppl were chosen by mr lee to fill up the posts tat were empty in the individual squads.. and there would be no sec 1 oic or sec 1 2ic whatsoever, everybody will be of equal level during trainings.. yupp, tat’s abt it.. here are the new posts starting from now:

Sec 1 NCO Squad** Sec 2 NCO Squad**

Head Admin #Jinxian #WeiWen

Head Drills #BingChao #YanYing

Head Finance #SuJun #Siti

Head Logistics #Hazel #Bell

Head Ops & Planning #Nicholas #YuenTuck

Head Outdoor #HuiJuan #XiongWei

Head PT, Sports & Games #Yen Hsin #Augustine

Head Welfare #Eunice #Anton

he oso told us abt some plans 4 the 2^nd half of 2005, for the sec 1 squad, they’re going 2 plan an outing 2 some recreation place.. loLx, tink they’re going 2 hav loads of fun, it’s supposed to be for the cadets’ welfare, and for abit of personal touch… yea.. =D for our sec 2 squad, there’s the annual urban hike, and xiong wei’s going 2 be the overall in-charge of tat… tink it’s going 2 be real fun man..!!! =)) last year the NCOs planned destinations tat they never went 2 b4 I tink.. =D tat I’m not sure, it’s in the process, will update again.. loLx.. =D hmMx.. oo ya! There’s a HSBC treeTop waLk comin up, weiwen’s going 2 be in-charge of planning tat, yupp.. I still rmb when incRediaNs went there, it realli was pretty fun man!! =D but I rmb I fell down somewhere on the steps…? LoLx, clumsy me. haHax! ;) in the September, there’s going to be a sec 2 junior NCO camp too, I’m in charge of tat.. =D there’s still a NV NP newsletter tat needs 2 be mapped out, if we send it 2 HQ, will get 2% UOPA points.. =D aniwae, I tink it’s enough abt np stuff, getting a little stagnant..? =))

It was basically my dae 2dae ba, I went off with qing xiang and yanying at abt 12 noon plus, and went 2 compass to eat lunch, we walk walk see see and we decided on captain cook.. not much of a choice rite...? especially since we tot abt it quite awhile.. =D there weren’t much spaCes in macdonalds, so.. yupp.. loLx.. I juz sorta slacked @ home after tat, and cooked dinner.. wasn’t veri delicious 2dae, I no mood 2 cook, cuz I kept rubbing my eyes, I tink sometink got into it since morn, duno wad it is, it’s better now, but I look like frankenstein’s new girlfren, my left eye is blood-shot.. =D hope it stops swelling tmL, luckily it’s definitely not sore eyes, so, yupp.. =)) hmMx, as a result of itchy-eyed cooking, the chicken got sorta scoRcheD at the side.. haHax!!! Sorrie mom.. ;))

TmL @ 12.45 noon accompanying wanling 2 sengkang library, tink she wan 2 borrow books ba..? I’ll go royal sporting house, see whether they have stocked up on any adiDas sports bottle yet or not.. heHex.. =D I seriously need 2 bring a bottle 2 sch, I keep asking ppl 2 lend me their bottle when I’m thirsty, and the poor person who usually get asked is patriNa, cuz I everytime English lesson den slack big big, and den realize I’m thirsty.. although she is like quite oKae ok with it, but zuo ren oso muz noe ur limits rite.. yeA.. loLx.. =))

I tink my ‘speech’ ends here ba, I’m going 2 do my hmwoRk oredi, I need to finish my emath graphs, if not later mrs loo sae wad I make excuses for not doing her hmwork, when I did do it lorr… anyhow accuse me! tat dae at the staffroom de stairs I saw her, and she was like, “beLL! Got do my homework or not?” I was like, “orH, haven’t la, my textbook with other people, I lend people, I later go home den do.. hehe..” I realli have been doing and passing up all her homework since semester 3 started, but oso cannot blame her la, i firz half of the year never do my math homework properly and up to the average standard, so maybe she’s lost her trust in me, on the homework side, the rest, like chairman duties, i tink so far, should still be fine ba, I hope..? =)) loLx..! oK, I realli need 2 go do e graphs, going 2 slp soon, eyes cannot hold out any longer.. ;) cYa round, will be back most likely next week.. =D

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so funny man, it's tuesday night and i'm at CDAC, using the com.. loLx, wad kind of good student life am i leading man..?! loLx.. tmL need 2 go sch early too, althought it's wednesdae, i'm invoLved in NDP parade 2005 as flagbearer but i'm not veri sure if it's confirmed, maybe calling sec 2s to come and bear the flag..? hmMx, not veri sure..
oH yes! i bought JJ Lin's album, No. 89757!! i'm going crazy over his album, the songs juz sorta make you fall into them..?
let's see, wad else is there to blog abt.. yes, todae i went 4 the entrepreneurship course tink, it was daMn sian most of the time, and we had to write up this business proposaL, and i went up to present it. alamak, biggest mistake of te dae. i tink my presenting sucked big time, and i mean BIG TIME man..! i juz wasn't in the mood for good expressing 2dae, probably it may sound like an excuse ba, but i juz realli wasn't in my heart 2 do it properly, and ended up letting my 'coMpany', 999, down, i'm so soRie guys...!
hmMx, some1 told me b4 tat i write things like 'sorrie' in my blog, it's like i'm scrounging 4 smypathy or sometink, and i wasn't sure how 2 react.. maybe the person was rite ba..? i haven't figured it out, 2nite i've got sometink 2 ponder abt liao, yay.. =D
aniwae, qingxiang bought a computer le u noe, a coMpac one, it arrived 2dae, i tink she's realli happie abt it man, i listen 2 her gush abt it i oso veri happie 4 her too man! =D loLx..
2dae during the entrepreneurship course, when the woman (i duno wad's her name?) was giving some business plan lecture, i was kinda thinking abt my work performance in school recently, it hasn't been veri bad, i've been doing my math homework, and i haven't been procastinating and all.. i guess all that is left to change abt myself is my attitude 2wards school ba..? i find tat i have been doing alot of tinks but not realli using my heart to do them, and i'm losing alot of self-confidence in myself, i sort of feel it slipping awae, i'm not sure how too.. perhaps it's realli juz a mental block, i realli need 2 get rid of it, i'm sort of losing my grip somehow.. i tink i kinda screwed up some tinks in the recent daes, but i will realli trying my best in some of the tinks, i hope tat sOmE particuLar ppl will give me the least bit of credit ba..? =D i'm probably thinking too much, i muz learn how 2 relax and stop being paranoid queen! =D
i tink my this white skin looks veri depressing, like i juz got out of a red-hot romance or sometink and i wan 2 commit suicide or sometink, i better go change it, talk again maybe this weekend ba! cYa round.. =D

2 weEks!

Hi!!! so the veri long never bLog liao le! sch has reopened for 1 week liao, and i think i'm falling back into the abyss of homework, exaMx and cca again!! never mind, npcc will keep me saNe. =D
hmMx, tml is a holidae, the dae after youth dae! yay!! can have more time 2 catch up on my homework, haven't finish.. =Pp
by the wae, i lost my waLLet u noe, but i found it liao. loLx! the cLerk told me it was found in the boys toiLet. haHax! =D actualli i not veri sad ba, cuz inside got $, my ez-Link, cash card and popuLar membersHip card all tat, although need alot of $ to repLace them all, but still, i lost nothing personaL, so it's oKae, all the tinks i lost were materialistic, it can always be repLaced, not like personaL memoRies.. =D
aniwae i never blogged about the leadership and mentoring course rite? it was kinda boring, with lectures and discussions and situational thinking all tat, but it was quite oKae, some of the lectures, about leadership, gained quite aLot on the mind.. =))
last fridae i went 2 watcH 'gHost traiN-jourNey 2 heLL', it wasn't veri scary after all u noe.. it's like veri scary in the cinema, but when u come out, u tink back, actualli the plot wasn't anytink much la, it's just an hour plus of scaring you, tat's all.. loLx.. =D
i've got a new mini english project, about 'my fuTure in 5 yeaRs', supposed to do a brochure,m a collage or poster, with all my short term goaLs on it, i tink should be interesting ba? i'm looking 4ward to it.. =D oKae, will blog until here, cuz the rest are juz minor minor details, won't waste time blogging about them ba! =)) hmMx, i realli need to buck up in my studies le, i'm doing all my homework and all tat, but i'm still not grasping all the information i need to know, muz pull up my soCks!!!!!!!!! kaE den! ciAo, be back next week!!! =D